I crave the weekends. This is similar to SISPEC except that its not as packed. I ran 6km on tuesday, soccer on tuesday night, ran SOC 4 times clean fatigue but with pushups in between every obstacle on thursday, 5km battalion run on friday. And always the increasing fear of turn outs and tekan sessions. It doesn't help that my bunkmates are always talking about our instructors and how unfair things are and how as sergeants we should have to be treated like that anymore. But I always say army is army. I try to get them to cheer up and stop complaining and sometimes it helps, but if it doesn't I just have to retreat to my corner of the bunk and put on my earphones.

Soon I'll be posted to one of 2 platoons. One will be dealing with computers but with longer peace-time days and the other will be dealing with lines and telephones and have strenuous days only on exercises... I don't like to make decisions like these... I'd rather let God decide cos the decisions I make almost always turns out to be the wrong one.

::: Song of the Day :::
My heart is captivated Lord, by You alone
captured by the awesomeness of You alone
melted by the grace and mercy You have shown
I stand in wonder

I reach to you the one who make the blind eyes see
who breaks the chains of sickness with authority
restoring of what was broken
so it may fly again

I live to worship you
I breathe to worship to you
all of my days, your face I'll seek

For as I worship you
You lead me to that place
To that place of divine exchange
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